No better way to show your love than a set of broken legs.

Nothing will ever be good. It will only be not as bad. Or maybe it's worse, and you just don't realize it. But everything is always slowly falling apart, no matter how quickly you take steps to repair it. Disaster is always one step ahead.

The night they blew up the moon.

Tonight was amazing. This one's gonna be a hard one to beat. But who knows. Maybe I'm in for a few more nights like this. I certainly hope so.

Also on a completely unrelated note, I really dig finding old songs I haven't heard in years and still knowing all the words.

And no matter what some people might say, Something Corporate is great.


Climbing out of the sky, a man who could fly and a painting anyone could play.
It's a comic book crush that taught you to trust.
Staring out of the stands at a rock n roll band and a hero no one else could save.
It was never much but it's all that you gave.

And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go.

Little minds let little games burn big old dreams with little flames, and you don't think I understand.
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling, if they do, it's because you want to land.

Climbing out of his chair to fix the T.V. glare is a man, but no one knows he's there.
It's a Dramamine dream that kept them alive but lost.
She's got her plastic friends and a brand new Benz and she laughs, "Hell, sometimes life ain't fair."
It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere.

These elevator doors are closing again. You leave before I planned.
I taste you walking down the hall.
You left your perfume on the night stand

Suddenly everything has changed.

Or has it? I don't know. Hopefully this doesn't turn out to ruin everything. I feel lost and dumb and anxious and afraid right now.

I just noticed that this blog has relevance to two completely different things going down in my life right now.

I love my brothers.
I like this girl.

I want this all to work out for the better.

I want to hold your hand.

I want to tell you but I'm afraid of how things might change.

All I need.

God. Family. Friends. Music. Love. Laughter. Money.

That last one is quite unfortunate but completely necessary and it is disappointing to have to realize more every day how much money governs this world we live in.

Still it is last on the list for a reason because sometimes things take on a greater importance than the world tells us they should.

All I want.

I want someone to share this with me, someone to love me, someone to talk to, someone to hold, someone to miss me while I'm away.

Someone to make this place feel like home while I'm here.

All I have.

When there is one thing you are certain you are supposed to be doing it becomes hard to focus on anything else. The trick is to begin to see everything else as if it were a part of what you were meant to do, a means to the end that is your purpose in this world.

This job, this bed, these bills, these investments, these days, these nights, these weeks, these months.

I am only doing all of this so that I can someday soon do the only thing that I love.

Time seems to be all I have but I have less of it every day.

Single millionaires.

I can't wait to start working and making money and being able to pay for things. I'm excited to get my life back on track and start saving for important things. Summer's over, back to life for now.