Say you'll never leave.

I have never wanted so badly to just start my life over fresh and start new in a whole different place. But unfortunately I have to return home in two days and start working again to pay off all my bills and get my money situation stable so that I can move. I am so ready to move up here and not have to leave. I hate money.

Minnesota.

I am currently hanging out in the amazing state of Minnesota. I am really enjoying it. I love Matt Brown, Kathan, Geena, Scooter, Ben, Dan, Sam, Briah, Madison, Kevin, Zach, and pretty much anyone else I forgot. Also I love Alex Brown. And I wish he wasn't so mad at me and I hadn't had to quit and make him mad in the first place. I feel terrible but it had to be done.

I love my friends.

Forward motion.

Time to get things moving in the right direction. No more sitting around waiting for life to happen.

MPLS.

Soon?

Never coming back.

I thought I loved this place, but it was never home.

I thought I loved my friends, but somehow I'm alone.

Decisions, decisions.

Lately I have been praying a lot and thinking about where I need to be and what I need to do. I have a feeling there are big changes coming for me.

Sometimes to do the things you love, you leave the ones you love behind.

How to deal with the thought that sometimes life ends.

Today my roommate's dog was hit by a car and killed.

Jack was the greatest dog I've ever known. He had enough energy to play and run around and be happy and fun. But when you were chilling on the couch watching TV, he'd just curl up next to you and chill. He slept in my bed a few times when his owner was out of town or gone for the night. He always came down to my bed when I'd sleep in late and jump all over me 'til I was awake. He'd sit on my lap outside and enjoy the warm summer days. We didn't talk much, as I'm not really the kind of person to sit and chat with a dog. But Jack was always around reminding me that some things in life aren't that complicated. Sometimes you can just run around and be happy.

I wish I'd gone on more walks with him.