Stop whining.

I think it's time for me to stop complaining all the time. I mean, yeah, I miss a certain girl a ton. More than I can even say. And I need a second job, really badly. But I might be getting one soon. And complaining about these things isn't going to change anything. So I'm going to try and stop for a while.

Come back.

I know you miss me. You know I miss you.
I know you still like me. You know I still like you.

So why won't you just let me be yours again? I know I've been selfish and I'm sorry. But I'm ready to do what it takes to change that.

I think there's a reason that a boy living in Omaha, Nebraska just happened to join a band whose show a girl from Tecumseh, Nebraska just happened to miss by twenty minutes. I think there's a reason that those two people just happened to exchange numbers at a Burger King after that show. I think there's a reason she said "yes" when he asked her to be his girlfriend. I think there's a reason he can't even think about any other girl anymore.

Can you please just give us the chance to find out what that reason is?

23.

You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time. What are you hoping for?

I'm here, I'm now, I'm ready.

Don't hate me.

Yeah, so. Today was pretty alright until about 4:00. Then Kaci called and couldn't hang out, once again. I miss that girl something crazy. But we did have a good talk, and I finally know that she really does miss me. Not half as much as I miss her, though.

Today.

I finally get to see Kaci this afternoon. I am incredibly excited. I miss her terribly.

On to morning stars.

This is the second night in a row that I have been up until after 5AM. Last night, I hung out with Kelli and Amy driving around Lincoln and laughing entirely too much until about 4:30AM and then headed back to the hotel my parents were staying in to sleep for a few hours. Tonight, after the show in Kearney, Kam, Matt, Isom, and Jonathan ate Perkins in Grand Island with just about everyone who was at the show. Then we headed to my house and proceeded to watch Nick @ Nite and chill for about four hours somehow. It's now six in the morning and I have a feeling I am going to be completely dead tomorrow. But the last two days were fun. I'm heading straight to bed after the show tomorrow night, though. I've got to wake up at 7AM to get to get to school by 8AM. Life is incredibly lame. I need to start doing something worthwhile.

I miss you.

So. I haven't actually gotten to spend any time alone with my girlfriend in like over two weeks. This seriously blows. I'm not usually one to say super-corny sappy things like this, but I miss my baby. I really do. And I feel terrible that she's had such a horrible week and I can't do anything to cheer her up. Here's hoping next week is better.