It's about that time again where I start hating everything. Starting with who I am,
and ending with how I got here. I've been awake for days on end singing "Life is for the living and sleep is for the dead." But I need a good night's sleep to stop this aching in my head.
I won't sleep because when I sleep I'm just wasting time. I've been tired for years, but I guess that's the price I pay for trying to make the most of my time, yeah the most of this life.
It's about that time again where I start questioning everything. Starting with where I'm at, and ending with why you're not here. I stayed up on the phone until 5AM just to calm you down when you were living all alone in that empty house with all those terrible sounds. They kept you awake, so you kept me around.
It's about that time where I start answering everything. Starting with "I never meant..." and ending with "I'll make the same mistakes a million times before I get it right. Will I ever get it right?"
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I will NEVER forget how amazing you were for staying up with me. Never. Whats your May 1st-9th looking like? Will you be out of town for any of it, do you have shit going on during it?
Basically, when can I see you?
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