Sleep.

I think I may just start sleeping between the hours of 4PM and 2AM when I don't have work at night. I seem to get a lot more accomplished when I'm awake and no one else is. Less distraction, more time to think. More time to think means more time to realize just how much I miss you. But more time to think also means more time to figure out what I am doing, more time to clean my room, more time to do dishes, more time to draw (which I've started doing semi-regularly for the first time in years, getting back into practice), more time to play guitar (quietly, as not to wake anyone), and more time to myself, basically. I really enjoy it. I need to get a second job to keep up on my bills so I don't know how many more of these nights I'll be allowed to have, but I think I could use a few per month.